My Prayers

Sometimes you just need a way to express what is travelling through the balckness of your mind. Instead we often keep locked inside all these things that usuallu only come out as groans and sighs that the Holy Spirit must interpret for us in prayer.

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

28.11.06

Oh Father, I am such a screw up sometimes. I hold everything so close, I am so unable to be vulnerable sometimes. Please forgive me. Help me to trust you. I do trust you.
Father please do encourage C this week, help her to know your peace and comfort in the midst of grief. Father soften S's heart and draw him close. Lead him in paths of righteousness. Draw him to yourself.

Please do bless my Grandma on her 85th. Thank you that you have been using her and blessing her with a ministry, especially now. Thank you for the great chats we have had together this year, for the tiems when it was just her and I - what a blessing that is. Help us to show our love and appreciation in a way that she understands and enjoys this weekend. Please Father take away the stress of those that have trouble relaxing and enjoying. Please Father, let this miraculousy be a time of great joy and contentment for all the family and friends gathered there, and healing where healing and forgiveness are necessary. Father please give each of us the gift of kindness and love towrad one another.

Thank you for my family. For their heart for you. For the example they have been to me since birth. Bless them Father and continue to draw them close. I pray the same for A. I pray that he absolutely falls in love with you and that all else in life can't compare to the privilege of knowing you. And please lead him in paths of righteousness for Your name sake. Protect him and keep him safe. Bless him in his new position and home.. and life. Father grant wisdom and understand in this whole mess please. I ask it in Jesus name.

Please do help me with this book too, I give up so easily, but I can really see it taking shape. Help me to set aside the time necessary, to not give up and think I can't just because... "well who am I really?"... I am your creation and you love me, and I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. Give me determination to Father andwill power. I know the set up isn't perfect, but I think you want me to go ahead with it anyway.. is that right?
Anyway... Father tonight I give you my frustrations, my boredom, my fear... Lucky! hahaha
please do take it from me... and lead me daily in the way you want me to go. Help me to be fearlessly devoted to you. I pray all these things in Jesus name AMEN!

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