6.11.06
I'm so glad for what Chris said at communion on yesterday. It is a reason to celebrate and rejoice. Thanks Father for all you've done for me... for us. I know I've been so internally frustrated lately, that I haven't been praising as much as I should. Let's face it, even when I'm "on top of the world" I'm not praising as much as I should. I still have a lot to learn; reading in revelation was a good reminder of that. I need to remember more the victories you have already won in my life. I need to remember the ways you've fought for me.
Thank you Father that I am made beautiful by the way you look at me, desire me. My desire is ultimately for you... no matter how often other people and things creep in. I am so glad that overall, it's You I choose, it's You I desire. Please Father, help that never to change... (unless of course the change is my desire for You growing even stronger... of course :D)
Help me to see the path you have cleared for me, and to walk it fearlessly. No matter the cost.. Oh how hard it is to write that. You know I count the cost so often - but my head knows clearly the cost of not walking the path you have marked out... so even if sometimes my heart trys to decieve, help me to choose what is right and righteous.
Father, right now I want to lay my plans and desires in your capable hands. Everything I hope and dream presently I am incapable of dong on my own anyway - it's just this stupid desire to be able to control my environment that keeps me from trusting in full anyway. Help me Father, give me patience, faith, and strength as I wait in hope for the future that I have so long been pining for. I love you so much you know. I think it's so great that someday that love really will be complete. someday I'll your face... You'll wipe the tears from my eyes, call me by the name you have for me that is for us alone... I think that is just so beautiful - Thank you Father.
"Cause me to hear thy lovingkindness in the morning;
for in thee do I trust: cause me to know the way wherein I should walk;
for I lift up my soul unto thee."
- Psalm 143:8
Thank you Father that I am made beautiful by the way you look at me, desire me. My desire is ultimately for you... no matter how often other people and things creep in. I am so glad that overall, it's You I choose, it's You I desire. Please Father, help that never to change... (unless of course the change is my desire for You growing even stronger... of course :D)
Help me to see the path you have cleared for me, and to walk it fearlessly. No matter the cost.. Oh how hard it is to write that. You know I count the cost so often - but my head knows clearly the cost of not walking the path you have marked out... so even if sometimes my heart trys to decieve, help me to choose what is right and righteous.
Father, right now I want to lay my plans and desires in your capable hands. Everything I hope and dream presently I am incapable of dong on my own anyway - it's just this stupid desire to be able to control my environment that keeps me from trusting in full anyway. Help me Father, give me patience, faith, and strength as I wait in hope for the future that I have so long been pining for. I love you so much you know. I think it's so great that someday that love really will be complete. someday I'll your face... You'll wipe the tears from my eyes, call me by the name you have for me that is for us alone... I think that is just so beautiful - Thank you Father.
"Cause me to hear thy lovingkindness in the morning;
for in thee do I trust: cause me to know the way wherein I should walk;
for I lift up my soul unto thee."
- Psalm 143:8
posted by shinbone #4 @ 6:14 PM
1 Comments:
At 4:40 AM,
RiP Kord said…
Amazing!! I can not believe that for as long as I have been reading blogs, the very first spam comment I would ever read is for this blog...a prayer to Christ.
I pray that you are not discouraged in your walk with the Lord. You are an amazing woman and your love for our Great Maker and Father is abundantly clear. May He bless you on your journey of discovery.
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