My Prayers

Sometimes you just need a way to express what is travelling through the balckness of your mind. Instead we often keep locked inside all these things that usuallu only come out as groans and sighs that the Holy Spirit must interpret for us in prayer.

Monday, February 19, 2007

13.02.07

Sorry... I've been avoiding you lately, I know. I'm just scared. Father help me. There needs to be a heart change in me again. Please Father soften my heart and help me to remain vulnerable and pliant. Putty in Your hands.

As soon as my heart started to ache, I started to put up my defences, afraid of what you might require, or what others might say. So many "if's" dictating how I live out my realtionship with you, and that's not right. Sorry about that.

Father I know the friends and family that my heart aches with and for right now, please work miracles in them and for them - bring about the emotional, spiritual, physical, and/or mental healing they are needing right now. I'm so glad that you intercede on our behalf.

Father please draw me close. Don't let me let go.
I need You so much. Help me fall even more in love with you. I pray that upon waking my thoughts will be with and remain with You.

Please help me to get some more of the book done tomorrow. Forgive me for indulging my own selfishness today. Let's start fresh shall we?

Please Abba bless me and make me a blessing. Keep me from temptation and deliver me from evil. Help me to love with your heart.
Amen

2 Comments:

  • At 1:15 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Hi, I'm a total stranger, but I saw your link on the page of a girl I know from Church.

    Are you by any chance related to Dan and Dave Schienbein of Cold Lake?

    I lived at the Harmon's for a year or so and used to drive with them to work - great guys and I regretfully lost contact with them.

     
  • At 10:47 PM, Blogger shinbone #4 said…

    In fact I am related - they are my brothers... I think I met you once or twice, when I moved back from Israel :D

     

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