13.03.07

Thank you for today, despite disruptions it still felt like I'd accomplished something... it's been a while. Help me to be more disciplined though. It's so easy for me to faff. What Liz was saying on the phone the other day makes sense. We still need to surrender even the mundane things and be willing to excel within the ordinary. Forgive me for giving up on you so easily.

Please help me to give more of myself.

Forgive me for burying talents in the ground, please Father redeem those times.

I have this fight going on inside (as you know), I want to give you so much more of myself, but I am having a hard time trusting you. Ridiculous but true. Oh Father, help me overcome the areas of unbelief in me. The lack of faith in me that says, "maybe, just maybe you'll hand this child a stone when I've asked for bread." Thank you for the revelation tonight of where this recent faithlessness is coming from. Oh Abba, when will I ever learn?

Forgive me. Thank you for your patience, your redemption, for the way you have shown me again, and again how you love me.

Father please make your presence known to to A.L. and U.D. today. Show them the miracle of your healing touch. Bring D into the saving knowledge of you grace. Even after years of hard heartedness. Oh Abba please soften his heart.

Continue to bless abundantly C. and fill her heart with joy and hope. I can only imagine how her heart aches for M sometimes and the life he's chosen to live right now. Please Father, keep calling to him. Draw him back. I think he's both lost and still running at the same time, but I pray that at every turn he will be faced with the subject of your grace and mercy. That he will turn his back on the way he's been living. That he will repent and accept the forgiveness that waits for him.

And for B's parents... please continue to call them to yourself. Soften their hearts toward you and towards one another.

Father watch over J today, please fill her heart with joy and help her to be very aware of your presence and your love for her. Please help her to walk in Wisdom. I pray pretty much the same things for A. Help them to fall in love with you.

Father there are so many people on my heart and I ache a little for them... but I know that your heart is for them in ways that mine cannot even comprehend. Your love goes so deep. Please supply ALL their needs. Draw them close and don't let them let go.

Be shem Yeshua Adoneinu! Amen!!

Psalm 107 vs. 8-9

Oh That men would praise the Lord for his goodness, and for his wonderful works to the children of men! For he satisfies the longing soul, and fills the hungry soul with goodness.