11.06.07

I'm a right mess aren't I? I'm so untrusting... or at least I'm probably trusting in the wrong things. Father please forgive me. Purify my heart and mind, please Father. Help me to remember who you are. King of Kings, Lord of all creation, perfect in Holiness, working wonders. How could I even think that you might overlook something, or someone... and yet I do... Somehow I forget who you are, I forget your very nature. So much for saying I love you. I don't even know you really. forgive me Abba. I need you. I need to know you. I need to find my worht in you and you alone. I've turned my eyes off you too much lately so no wonder I am in a bit of a funk... no wonder I feel lost, I've taken my eyes off the way.

Father help me to shift my focus back where it belongs. Thanks for K's email today... I needed it. Please Father draw her close. Help her to see and understand clearly the path marked out for her. If it's time to move on (maybe it was years ago) help her to know it and not be afraid. Help her to step out in faith and move forward with her confidence placed firmly in you. She's feeling so defeated right now...not unlike myself. Father please take her burdens and bless her so much. Bless her with a knowledge of the way you love her. Please Father.
Gam bishfil Eiron, bevakasha Abba, Azor lanu!
I keep meaning to pray more for L&K's decision too and haven't been, but Father please grant them wisdom. Wisdom about her parents. Wisdom about the houses. Show them your good, pleasing and perfect will. Help both L & K to be so certain in this that they know, no matter what they can trust you in it and for all the details. Grant them a peace that passes all understanding please Abba -AMEN!

Now Abba, I have no idea what your thoughts are on all my activities and it's my own fault because I have failed to consult you really. Father please guide me, show me where you want me to expend my energies and how. Show me how you want to use me and help me to gladly surrender to your plan and your will. Please Father Bless me. Please, give me peace about the future and help me to place my trust in you. Father I love You...very incompletely, but I do love you. help me, however, to love you in spirit and in truth. To love yu with all my heart and soul and mind and please Father enable me, by Your Spirits power to lvoe my neighbours as myself.
Amen
Psalm 55:22
Cast thy burden upon the Lord, and he shall sustain thee: he shall never suffer the righteous to be moved.